#%&@#%&!!

He is back home ald..i dun noe should hw 2 face him...my feeling now is complicated..bcoz i dun noe whether i can believe him or nt..when i saw him, i will think of her! I really very hate her! I dun like her!!
When i think of her, my mind will say:" #@%&#%! Sometimes will oso think too much like if can i maybe will slap her...Isnt am i very stupid? I scared of mom will think too much like me oso..I wan 2 scold her:#%&#%&!!Slgh!!Go away...Dun again do tat stupid thing!I dun like u!! Better dun let me see u...No! Dun let any of my family see u again~I am very mad now...I dun like tis feeling.. I wish all of tis never happen...Never saw her, never know her...I hope nothing bad happen.....Really, really hope~